Saturday July 30.

RAWRRRRRR!

I have been sleeping all week in avoidance of the task that is now inevitable arrived. I really need help. I can't find the motivation to do it. It's horrible.

I've asked Tyler to come over and help me again. I've offered him free portraits and dinner. His response, "bribing me with goodies is unnecessary." Hah.

I've realized that I can't do this by myself. There are too many connections to these stupid items. It's easier when there is another person to help put everything into perspective.

I started coloring this when I was 9. I finally finished!

I've started sorting through my bathroom stuff. It's interesting to see how this is going to play out. I'm going to have to be hardcore and diligent to get through it. Hah.

I need to spend a lot of time on things tonight. I've been sleeping the past few days but now I'm ready to work through the night. I'm hoping that tonight will be a big step foreword.

One Of Many

I have many watches that I have held onto over the years. This one was given to me by my second mom, Mary Sheah. I love that woman with all my heart.

Progress

I've been looking at the why lately.

I've been trying to see beyond -- become aware of the why.

I've been letting go of memories and experiences and letting them be.

I've realized a lot about my ego. I've been working on learning to recognize what it actually is and to notice when it is active and to take the appropriate measures to put it at rest.

Practicing is doing and doing is being.

After throwing away 7 bags of trash and donating 6 bags to Goodwill, I feel like I've been making some sort of progress.

I've been learning that the best way to let go is to just do it.